I am sorry, but please don’t compare yourself to me. I can’t talk about this. when I try, or somebody asks me anything about it, I just shut down. there is no word that comes out of my mouth. no matter who I’m talking to, though I know I have friends who would understand. and in fact, tumblr does help me. because all those depressed textpost are the only place I can tell how I really feel. and honestly, I’m tired of people telling me to “think more positive”. if it only was that easy. anyway, I’m glad you’re getting better :)