the worst part of all of this is feeling lonely while you’re not alone. I can honestly say I have the most amazing friends in the world. there are plenty girlfriends I have I could call any time and there are enough of my guy friends who would rather waste an hour than to let me go home alone at night. and I feel so sorry about that. I don’t deserve such amazing friends who care and who are always there when I need someone. I don’t deserve friends who let me know every day how beautiful they think I am. I don’t deserve friends who make me laugh until I cry or hug me when I need someone to. and they don’t deserve to be stuck with someone like me.